Hook, Line and STINKER

ugh.

ACK.

BLECH.

Dare I say.... ICK?? At times, an unequivocal YES.

I just want to be DONE with this shit now.

As I did my hour of cardio yesterday, I thought to myself, 'Self... '(b/c that's how we ALL speak dont we??)...

Sorry, I digress.

Ok, so, '...Maybe I could just pay for this apt by myself for awhile and then go from there....?? Wouldn't that be GREAT!! ??'

(These are the thoughts I have now while doing cardio... not things like "this is so much easier/harder today" or " wow! I can tell my legs are stronger lately", nope. Just thoughts about my present living situation).

I'm trying to cope, really I am.